| Mar. 14th, 2009 @ 12:05 am I've changed and I'm happy about it |
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Current Mood:  cheerful
Heyo. I'm feeling pretty good. On average, I'm doing soooo much better than last semester. My relationships are healthier, and the old ones I don't miss as much. I'm learning to stand up for myself and what I want/think/feel more often and it's doing me a lot of good. I don't have nearly as many mood issues (though losing stuff still drives me bonkers). I finally learned that all the people I felt terrible about dissapointing have just as many problems as have. Just different ones and (in some cases) completely ignored *shrug* Oh well.
I had one major fight with David last month and we've been pretty good since then. Great actually. I'm trying to rebuild my relationship with his family, 'cause I really blew it last year. I'm on their bad lists and for good reason, to be honest.
Except for David and to some degree J, Jackii, and Scott, I've been pretty much chilling on my own. And I love it. I love not worrying about who's mad at me and why and what they did that made me mad that won't be acknowledged. Ever. I am NOT automatically wrong. I'm sick to death of that.
I've been reading a lot which is good. Classes are ok. Having some trouble in English (surprise!). As usual, I think I'm doing alright in class participation but I'm not testing well. Oh well. I have plans to do well on the midterm :). |
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